HONESTLY RIGHT NOW IM NOT ALRIGHT.
i rly dont knw fr how long i cn actually hold it in. i rly dont.
ive been faking too much smiles, forcing too much laughters.
no one knws why im feelin rly down, cuz i rly didnt tell anyone at all.
but thrs only one reason t why im feeling so low like this.
beczuse of one thing, it changes my mood totally. totally.
i hv t thnks my friends who always make me smile, laugh, happy and evrything else.
but thn again, do you knw tht feeling whn u rly wnt t cry but your tears had alrd dried up?
like u try so hard t hold it in and whn you rly wnt t burst it all out, thrs nothing.
its alrd like im heartless, emotionless.
im mentally, physically, emotionally not ok.
"To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life"
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