ive been rly down inside. myb i look th same outside.
im forcing laughters and faking smiles.
honestly only anaqah knows wht im gg thru. i shared it with her alrd.
but howevr, sharing my problems jst doesnt help tht much.
its still killin me inside.
i actually wnt t jst share it t anaqah again and again but im jst scared if i'll annoy her.
she has her own problems t handle too.
basically, i think im like love deprived. not tht i dont receive much love frm my family and friends.
but u knw tht feeling whn you jst want more attention frm a guy?
like tht one guy u hv a crush on? tht one guy tht u rly rly fall for?
i guess im jst too picky.
but sometimes, i jst miss being pampered. im a girl, a girl tht wnts t be pampered, day and night.
yknw at times, i rly feel utterly jealous. jealous at some couples. like those sweet couples tht cn last rly long. evnthough those couples hv some misunderstandings and arguments, they still settle it their way and continue their relationship.
hais, nvm, i'll let love find me, fr now, ive got my babygirls tht i cn count on t make me feel happy.
like wht anaqah said "good things will come to those who practice patience"
i hv patience.
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